:: The Stories & Photographs ::

.unhappy thoughts.

2012-02-10T19:01:00.002+08:00

"kalau ada jodoh, sampai la kad.."

ok saya tak happy. sekian.

.100 days. dead.

2012-02-08T11:23:00.002+08:00

Ok.. 100 days passed by.

you know what, time will flies so fast. right? ;)

you don't have to be so mean to me when I was sincerely saying Goodbye to you. it's not that I mourn like 24/7 a day! sometimes, yes. when suddenly you've crossed my mind in the middle of the night.

ouh I've made up my mind. all those stuff you gave, am not going to keep it anymore. after all the hardship I've been through with you, the only thing you know is you took the credits. and the best part, the magic word of "thank you". not even once? hurmm..

ps: memang banyak benda lain yang lebih elok kena fikir daripada merintih setiap masa. tapi bila sekali sekala teringat, tidak bermaksud aku merintih bagaikan dunia sudah kiamat. manusia oh manusia.

ok. people will definitely feel "euww..." after reading this. emosi memanjang. pftt..

kbai.

.him.

2012-02-07T01:02:00.000+08:00

he met someone new.
time for me to move one step further.
glad that I don't feel anything when I saw the picture.
ralat sikit je. kenapa dia dulu, bukan aku. ecewah!

Alhamdullilah.

this is the best for me have given from Allah swt.

tidak ada jodoh. redha saja la. eh... pasrah la.

ps: redha itu ikhlas, pasrah itu menyerah. *ombak rindu*

ahahahha....

.Online Shop.

2012-02-02T10:56:00.002+08:00

Hello February!

We're now officially open our online shop. You guys can visit us at Pippa's Closet.

We still in the midst of uploading. More to come.

So, come and visit us today!

Thank you.

xoxo.

.the unspoken words.

2012-01-30T09:48:00.008+08:00

pictures from Google.

where all those things that you want to say just remain there. and it hurts.
your chest feel tight that you can't even breath.
it drag you down.
it burn you.

the greatest burden.

I choose to let go so that I can be released.

.when boredom hits lets just talk shit.

2012-01-18T12:10:00.000+08:00

macam-macam rasa nak. itu ini.

rasa macam nak layan drama kat youtube.
rasa macam nak belajar cakap mandarin.
rasa macam nak belajar cakap korea.
rasa macam nak belajar melukis.
rasa macam nak baca buku.
rasa macam-macam.

tapi... ITS ALL ONLY IN MY HEAD.
satu apa pun tak gerak.

itu la aku.
lagi-lagi kalau keboringan tahap gaban dewa cipan datang melanda. the only thing that I really wanna do right now is. skip from work, go home and hiding under the duvet. serious!!!

fuck!

.old folks.

2012-01-16T10:12:00.001+08:00

My 2 Little Angel.

spent my Friday night till 4am with brother Jass (one of my senior in Scout/School)

and his friend. Si Pilix. ahaha..

ps: You only ever come here when you're feeling hurt or sad. I hope you don't have to come back here ever again. #iwtfy

. reminiscing.

2012-01-12T09:30:00.000+08:00

Good thing about Facebook. you can track down your long lost friends. while viewing one of my senior's picture, I found a few members when I was joining Scout in school back in 1998. most of them are my junior (in school) and senior (in Scout).. They're all grown up and most of them are married. some of them already engaged with their love and some of them still, well remain single like me. :)

leading a good life. have a proper job. I'm so proud of them. ahh... rindu ni.

and the best part, they're all still active in Scout! :( jealous_mode.

here they are.. (not all of them..) heh. this is me, since I was in school. most of the time I will hang out with boys. our Scout team also more boys than girls. they are my boys!!!

ps: harus balik cuti jumpa mereka ni.

.their words and mine.

2011-12-14T10:04:00.000+08:00

I read Lene's blog..
I read IWroteThisForYou's blog..
I read Shz's blog..

for now, these 3 bloggers really amazed me. how they put what's in their mind into words is really fascinating.
and I still enjoy reading others too.

should I read more? or totally NOT talented at all? wahahahha... ouh I must be dreaming again.

bangun..
bangun..
bangun laaaaaaaaa...

ok bai.

ps: another 3 days before my long long holiday for Christmas. hik.

Merry Christmas DBSK/TVXQ 2010

2011-12-09T08:41:00.000+08:00

I Love Christmas Songs! and I love them...

2011-12-07T16:27:00.000+08:00

Last week...

at so-called saloon.

ZM, Me, MiA

2 little princess... Didi and Pipa...

outfit for the day. wish I can wear like this during weekdays. you know what I mean right. pftt..

.bit cho so.

2011-12-02T17:05:00.001+08:00

semalam, borak panjang dengan bos baru (dah kenal lama, tapi baru masuk division aku)

antara isu yang dibangkitkan. ecewah.. macam la diskas isu negara. puihh..

aku: kenapa eh lelaki macam tu?

bos: itu la lelaki... aku tatau la macam mana nak cakap, tapi bila dulunya dia tak ada dan sekarang dia dapat semua apa yang dia nak, biasanya dia akan jadi macam tu la... dan aku nak tanya kau, yang kau bodoh sangat tu kenapa? dah la, tak payah nak stick around lagi dengan lelaki macam tu. dia bodoh, jangan la kau ikut bodoh juga... aku paham, perempuan memang begitu. dah nature perempuan. tapi kalau boleh jangan la. kau kena kuat.. kalau dia cari kau lagi, kau kena buat tak tahu je. jangan layan lagi.

dang !!! ambik ubat. kena sebiji. ahahahha....

baiklah bos. saya cuba!!!

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ps: I got a new nickname now. Alisianto. hah!

MK called me Ali Cea..
En. Muazam called me Alisto..
En. Aszmy called me Alisianto..
few friends called me Ali C Ee..
some of them called me Listo..
En. Rahman aka good friend called me Pokk..
and that particular person called me.... Baduk.
pftt..

.cranky me.

2011-11-21T09:31:00.000+08:00

first day ganti puasa, tapi mood macam cilaka aku hari ni.

sorry la sesapa yang terkena tadi eh, korang pun tak paham2.. sapa suruh banyak tanya!!!

banyak bunyi pula kan. dah aku kata takda apa tu, takda apa la.. jangan banyak tanya lagi...

huh.. betul-betul terpengaruh dengan Mr.A ni. dia pun jenis tak suka orang banyak tanya. alahaiii.... sabar Alice oii.. sabar..........

"dah berubah dah sejak rambut pendek ni.."

WTF? apa kaitan dengan aku takda mood cakap dengan korang?

manusia... manusia....

.atashinchi no danshi.

2011-11-18T11:05:00.000+08:00

Ali C Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......

mana hilang? lama tak nampak.

ye la sejak dah ada boyfriend ni, mana nak lepak dengan member lagi. boyfriend pindah blok seblah pun dah tak nak lepak juga dengan member. takut sangat boyfriend marah. boyfriend tak kasik ke???

ceh.. sejak bila pula dia tu jadi boyfriend aku... yah, memang aku suka dia. but that doesn't mean I'm his girlfriend. tak lepak mamak, tak lepak cafe, tak hangout kat tingkat 9 tu, tak lepak sama kat luar office takda kaitan langsung la dengan dia. cuma sekarang aku lebih selesa lepak di meja aku sendiri. ada paham? pfftt.. sayangnya, korang tak paham. so tak perlu la aku explain lebih detail. sudahnya, dengan dia juga korang kaitkan. kan?

sekarang dan sejak beberapa bulan ni aku lebih selesa lepak kat workstation aku dan rumah. sekali sekala akan keluar dengan ZM dan WA.. tak pun dengan Jane. betul-betul jadi anti-social. duduk bawah tempurung. tak salah pun. lagipun dah puas la lepak dari malam ke subuh. once in a while, ok. tapi nak buat macam dulu, terima kasih la ye. dah penat dan dah puas.

ZM went to my hometown that day.

1st Day went to Tamparuli and Tip of Borneo, Kudat along with my brother, cousin and nephew. met Uswa.

ok bye.

.like a magpie.

2011-11-02T09:04:00.000+08:00

I talked too much these past few days.
not good. not good. not at all.
I should go back to Wonderland as soon as possible.

ok bye!

.never ending pain.

2011-11-01T10:03:00.002+08:00

Myalgia means "muscle pain" and is a symptom of many diseases and disorders. The most common causes are the overuse or over-stretching of a muscle or group of muscles. Myalgia without a traumatic history is often due to viral infections. Longer-term myalgias may be indicative of a metabolic myopathy, some nutritional deficiencies or chronic fatigue syndrome.

Causes

The most common causes of myalgia are overuse, injury or strain. However, myalgia can also be caused by diseases, disorders, medications, or as a response to a vaccination. It is also a sign of acute rejection after heart transplant surgery.

The most common causes are:

Injury or trauma, including sprains, hematoma
Overuse: using a muscle too much, too often, including protecting a separate injury
Chronic tension

for more info visit Myalgia

ok people, please please can you guys assist me how to prevent this? it happens like 4 to 5 times a week. especially in the middle of the night. and I don't think one of the causes is Overuse: using a muscle too much, too often, including protecting a separate injury. how on earth would I know that I overuse my muscle too much??? duhh!!!

help ! T_T"

sedih teda kawan jadi doktor dan yang sama waktu dengannya. tskk..

PUNAH HARAPAN NAK BAWA ZM NAIK TRAIN YANG OH-SO-OLD-SCHOOL KAT SABAH TU.

.Korea Gila. Gila Korea.

2011-10-24T08:18:00.000+08:00

crazy in love with Korea thingy. and this is one of my favorite Korean song. (gila susah nak cari Korean Version ooo.. because the singer is Chinese, not Korean.) do enjoy the song peeps!

you: kan I kata Korea best. lambat you ni... *senyum perli*

me: takpe.. biar lambat, janji suka. :)

.wonderland. still.

2011-10-06T10:07:00.000+08:00

Indahnya....
Seronoknya...
Damainya...
Bahagianya...

saya masih berada di negara Wonderland.

dekat sini, hidup sentiasa ceria. saya suka. saya ada seseorang yang saya suka. oh dia pun suka saya juga. hoho.. teman rapat pun ada. wah. best!!!

indah bukan? tapi tidak selamanya saya akan duduk di sini. saya tetap akan balik ke negara RealityLand juga nanti. tapi, apa yang pastinya, saya tetap akan ke sini lagi. itu janji saya. tunggu ya!

rindu dia la. kita jumpa lagi malam nanti k. muah muah.

ahahhaha...

.weekend on the go.

2011-10-03T10:01:00.002+08:00

spent the weekend with her again. on Friday night, staying at Nova Hotel then Saturday morning moved in to Dorset Hotel with her parents (well, different room. of course!)

what we wore last weekend.. we bought the same pants!!! the one that we've been looking for like ages yo. since both of us like it so much, so we bought for ourself. usually, there's no need to buy the same cloths or pants or shoes. because we can share almost everything from the wardrobe. cloths, pants, shoes and etc. ahahaha...

I Love Her!

ok guys. I'm addicted with Korean movies and dramas now. currently watching Protect The Bos.

Hi.. Meet my new crush!!! Hero JaeJoong.

ahahahahahahahha...

.my Wonderland.

2011-09-29T09:13:00.001+08:00

I'm off to Wonderland now. Will be staying and probably working there for good. (or maybe not.) but yeah.. I think it will be awesome! ok goodbye now.

because an illusion, never change.

"I didn't come here to tell you that I can't live without you.

I can live without you. I just don't want to."

~Rumors Has It

.New Look.

2011-09-28T08:08:00.000+08:00

awww.... blogspot had design a new and refreshing templates for blogger.
interesting...

;)

ps: Day 18

.that one particular person.

2011-09-25T22:47:00.000+08:00

OMG THIS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ME!!!!!

ARGHHH…ahahahahahahha...

.....

2011-09-23T15:21:00.001+08:00

ahh..

rasa macam nak coret-coret sesuatu (lebih kepada soal hati..meroyan lagi.. pftt..) tapi tidak tahu di mana hendak mula.

banyak... sangat banyak. sampai membebankan kepala otak. mengurangkan selera makan (ye ke? tak juga...) dan membuatkan rutin menjadi tidak menentu. macam hilang arah gitu.

berat badan? usah cerita. turun mendadak. belum sebulan kita beraya, sudah turun 5 kilo. hoh. ini gila namanya. tapi, hairannya. makan tetap makan. cuma mungkin tidur kurang lena. susah hendak tidur. bila sudah tidur, pasti terbangun. setiap sejam dua begitu. subuh. dah sah-sah terlepas. (macam hari-hari je..) orang kata, sebab banyak fikir. tu sebab susah tidur. tapi aku rasa, aku tak banyak fikir pun. teringat tu ada la.

rokok. makin lebat. (bulan puasa tu je sekotak seminggu) haishh.. bila mau betul-betul berhenti ni? niat ada, tapi hasutan hati sungguh tidak dapat di lawan. macamana korang boleh berhenti eh?

terkadang terfikir rasa macam hendak lari jauh-jauh. tapi kemana? duitnya ada? tidak ada. persoalannya sekarang, walau jauh mana aku lari, aku tidak mungkin dapat lari dari perkara yang menyentuh soal hati. soal perasaan. soal minda. dan soal KEWANGAN ! semuanya akan duduk diam-diam di sana. kan?

betul-betul rasa macam... apa eh ayat terbaik? LOSER? agaknya.

Loser:

1. a person who is defeated

2. a person who is never successful

3. a person who suffers because of a particular situation, decision, etc.

Slang. a misfit, especially someone who has never or seldom been successful at job, personal relationship, etc.

agak-agak, aku yang mana? yang last macam suits me very well kan? heh.

ps: aahhh.. tadi ternampak kereta oranje itu. terus teringat lagi. makin ligat di kepala. dah serabut otak. semangat kerja yang memang semakin kurang, bertambah la kurang. hmm...

.kelebihan dan kekurangan.

2011-09-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

"Alam ini terlalu luas Ilmunya. Sejarah itu terlalu panjang sejarahnya. Yang berdosa jangan terus dikeji, yang mulia jangan terus dipuji. Elok keduanya ditimbang uji. Jatuh mana yang tidak ke bawah, rebah mana yang tidak tumbang, pinjam mana yang tidak hutang, bodoh mana yang tidak bangang..tapi jatuh belum tentu pecah, rebah belum tentu kalah, hutang mungkin akan berbayar, bangang mungkin akan pandai.."

~words of wisdom from Freddie Marciano

ps: Day 9

.Al-Fatihah.

2011-09-16T00:49:00.000+08:00

me and my Daddy no.2

he really looks like my Daddy.

Al-Fatihah to my dearest uncle. May ALLAH bless you. and to all my cousins, be strong!

Love you.

ps: untuk kita yang masih mampu bernafas ni, perbanyakkan la amal ibadat. peringatan untuk aku juga.

.timed out with my siblings.

2011-09-15T20:54:00.003+08:00

when Mum and Dad was not around. Breakfast together in the morning.

ast Starbucks 1Borneo, Kota Kinabalu. my 4th brother's treat.

My BIG and 2nd brother.

My 4th and 5th brother.

suddenly all of them became so SPORTING... talked most about Mummy and Daddy... we really had a good conversation and a good laugh too.

I LOVE MY BROTHERS !

during breakfast, suddenly the 4th brother said to me "they selling pau, but you can only eat this one (pau kacang) and the rest, you can't eat it. its non-halal pau.." I just stare at him then I laugh. ahaha.. seems like he don't mind at all.. (I have an issue with him before... ) ouh I love you Cha!!!!

on the evening, we do our own business. I spent the day infront of my lappy. my Big brother too at his room. my 2nd brother went to I don't know where. the 4th was preparing for our dinner (ahahahah.....) and the little one was busying with his car... I feel so blessed... never thought that I can have a sweet time like this with 4 of them... HAPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok ayat tunggang terbalik.
bye.

.konflik.

2011-09-13T21:06:00.012+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

saya marah dia. walau saya tahu itu satu tindakan yang betul (betulkah??????). tapi perasan ada sedikit bersalah.

kenapa?

saya cuma ingin dia tahu, tidak semua yang kita inginkan, yang kita rancangkan berjalan dengan lancar. tapi mungkin cara saya kasar. ya, cara dia lebih kasar. saya tahu. tapi tidak seharusnya saya menjadi seperti dia. bersikap kasar juga. jangan simbah minyak ke dalam api. pasti lebih marak. siram la dengan air. pasti akan hilang. sepatutnya saya buat begitu. sungguh kuat dugaan syaitan itu. berjaya menghasut saya. pada mulanya agak bangga sebab berjaya menyakitkan hati dia. tapi selepas itu? diri sendiri rasa bersalah. diri sendiri rasa berdosa. ya Allah, ampunkan la dosa-dosaku.

lembutkan hatinya agar dia menerima maaf dari saya. saya tidak mahu bermusuh dengan sesiapa. dan saya juga tidak mahu orang bermusuh dengan saya. jahat kan saya ni... hmmmpftt...

sungguh-sungguh saya tidak mahu ada kebencian di hati dia, tapi nasi sudah menjadi bubur. barang-barang sudah dipulangkan. maknanya dia sudah pun membenci saya. membuatkan saya lebih bertambah ralat...

saya tahu saya tidak sebijak dia. tapi saya juga tidak bodoh. cuma saya bodoh dalam hal-hal begini. dan sungguh saya tidak kuat...

kenapa?

tidak apa la, tunggu saja hatinya sudah reda. akan saya titipkan sepatah dua kata memohon ampun dan maaf. saya tetap akan doakan yang terbaik untuk dia.

maaf jikalau entry saya kali ini terlalu mengikut emosi. tapi, saya memang tengah emosi.

ps: terima kasih kerana mengajar saya erti sabar.

"I don't hate you. Because if I do, I won't have anyone I like. Thinking about it hurts me. So I won't hate you."
The Man From Nowhere (2010)

.satisfied enough!.

2011-09-12T22:35:00.001+08:00

2.58pm

Kaabah direction tu patut kena rejam je ke dinding, nak bukak mcm sial susah.

9.46pm

Nk marah knp?mrh kt perkim la,perkim bagi, amik je la..slama ni guna xda masalah nk buka pn..Allah nk bg ssh sket buka benda tu pn nk marah2..Bkn benda tu yg ptut direjam..kau tu yg ptut kena rejam..

first time aku tembak balik dalam keadaan yang marah. dan disokong kuat oleh Sis Shireen dengan Ibu. dah cukup baik aku bagi benda tu, Allah bagi susah sikit, dah nak mengamuk-ngamuk. gila! tak reti nak bersyukur!!! tak minta pun kau cakap terima kasih. belajar bersyukur boleh tak???? kang aku minta kat Allah tarik balik segala apa yang kau ada, Allah pasti marah aku pula. pfttttttttt............................

Sis Shireen: dia dah kawen ke?

Me: sapa yang nak kalau perangai macam tu.... takde sapa yang tahan.

Sis Shireen: owh pasal dia la awak mengamuk-ngamuk kat FB tu eh...

Me: a'ah... dia ingat title PTD dengan composer tu boleh bawa mati agaknya...

ya Allah.. jangan la aku kutuk-kutuk ni, kena kat aku balik. dia jadi husband aku.. minta simpang malaikat 44 wehhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

nak kata aku satu-satunya PEREMPUAN SABAH yang mulut macam celaka, macam babi..
sila ajar mulut tu dulu....
nak suruh aku cakap pakai otak..
cermin diri dulu ok!
diri sendiri takde budi bahasa, nak ajar orang lain pula.
piiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirahhh.. ingat aku hairan sangat LELAKI BATU PAHAT !!

.silent night.

2011-09-11T22:20:00.002+08:00

sunyi sepi.

*bunyi cengkerik*

Doa Taubat (Astaghfirullah) - Pelajar Madrasah Al-Junied Islamiah Singapura

2011-09-11T04:16:00.000+08:00

OMG.. aku suka juga ni. tegak bulu roma.

Dua taubat ~ Prayer of Repentance

2011-09-11T03:59:00.000+08:00

terima kasih Maria!

sayang kau................

selawat jibril dan zikir

2011-09-11T03:38:00.000+08:00

aku suka ni.. especially minit yang ke 2.31 sampai la minit ke 7.15....

suka suka!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.you know.

2011-09-10T00:30:00.001+08:00

I miss my niece. and because I miss her so much, I push myself to get up and drive to her place at Shah Alam even I really not feeling well today. and now, I'm at her place. happy!

she's one of D'Pandas.. beside my cousin Connie, she knows everything too!!! no secrets between us. I will come to her when I really need to let something out from my chest, and something that I can NOT tell anyone.. heart you Jane!

owh....

can you see that? A visitor from Riyadh, Ar Riyad. hello you. what is so special about my blog? that you will keep coming back every time I update my blog? nothing special, nothing interesting about my life. I just live my life as simple as I can. nothing extraordinary. lebih banyak meroyan kot.

ermm... thanks. I used to hate you. and your boyfriend too. STILL. ouh not you. but him. but then, I read an article saying that, if you wanna live you life peacefully, try to forget your past. your past wont make you feel happy. forgive them. as you want Allah SWT to forgive you. so yeah. I forgive you. and maybe, forgive me too...

anyhoo... Hallelujah means PRAISE TO THE LORD.. I don't think if you are a Muslim, will effect to your soul if you saying this word. but then, it's all up to you. I just want you to know the meaning of it... just my 2 cents.

I miss Maria and her kiddos. I miss Malacca.

.ada tak?.

2011-09-08T14:39:00.003+08:00

aku rasa nak cari bomoh la.
bomoh yang berlandaskan pada agama la..
ada tak?
ke semuanya err.. panggil apa tu? syirik?

ika tanya "ko nak bagi daya penarik ke?" ahahah.. ika ika... lesbo aku ni. kesitu pula.. takde la.. nak lupakan dia je. bagi aku lupa dia, dan dia lupa aku. boleh gitu? ada tak?

"kenapa ko takleh lupa dia ni? mesti ada sebab ni???? terus terang dengan aku...."

apa eh??? sebab dia satu-satunya hamba Allah yang aku tak reti nak jual mahal.. kesabaran aku tahap otromen taro.. yang aku sentiasa akan ingat, walaupun kalau aku dah ada orang lain. munasabah tak?

pernah tanya ZM, apa itu first love? adakah first boyfriend? ke apa?

ZM kata, first love tu ialah... seseorang yang kau tak akan lupa sampai bila-bila, dan tetap ada rasa sayang walaupun kau dah kahwin ke apa ke... kan zack kan? ke aku salah faham?

tapi lepas ko cakap camtu, automatically dia yang aku ingat. walaupun dah macam-macam tomahan dia kasik kat aku. pesal ek? sampai sekarang kot. dulu masa aku dengan (*%^$% tu, bila dia text ke apa ke, aku tetap akan luangkan masa aku untuk dia. bila dia text, on the spot aku akan reply. bila dia tanya BF ke? aku kata bukan. hanya kawan. gambar, lagu dan segala-gala berkaitan dengan dia aku masih simpan. kalau yang lain tu, sah-sah aku dah buang. lagi-lagi yang berkaitan dengan (*%^$%.. oh dari Nookie tu ada la 2, 3 aku masih simpan.

bos aku Encik Firdaus tak habis-habis bila tengok aku, dia urut dada.. dia kata comel sangat aku rambut pendek dan ada style. suka gila dia tengok. siap boleh perasan tu aku ada buat facial. perghh.. gila la... memang ada buat, tapi buat sendiri. bukan kedai buat. ngeeheheheh.. ala... esok lusa, bosan la tu tengok. huhu. kan best kalau Mr.A yang cakap camni..

wahahahahahhahaha....

sakit jiwa.

ok bye!

.senin yg biru.

2011-09-05T09:53:00.002+08:00

I'm working today! pfttt....

Everyone's in the office still on Raya leave.

I'm hungry and I'm bored!

my lesbian still on holiday too. wei Ika, bila kau start kerja ni???

Last Saturday night, chat dengan MiA for a couple of hours. eh. no. we chatted till Fajar ok! ahahahha... when was the last time kita chat till morning ni babe? lama juga kan? we had a good laugh, good stories to shared (some of it....) and had a good time together (virtually)... konon-konon nak bagi mata layu, tapi end up till 6am. mata makin besar pula eh..

btw Mia, Mr.A dah tau aku potong rambut. He said "rambut you ok, tak Borneo." ok what's up with this Borneo thingy eh? I wonder... Will ask him once he back from BP. I was born in Borneo Land. no matter where I go, what I eat, what I wear. Borneo is always be Borneo la. nothing's gonna change that and I'm not gonna be a Malay or Chinese or Indian or bla bla bla.. bla bla bla.... if I eat or speak or even dress up like others pun! I'm proud to be one of it. go Borneo! (eh eh.. tetiba semangat kenegerian pula.. tak baik la Alice...)

rasa macam nak g Melaka. since before puasa hari tu tak dapat join ZM lepak Melaka. kenapa eh aku tak dapat? ouh.. sukan MITI Inter-Agencies. tapi bila eh nak pegi? this week, Aini ajak beraya ke rumah ZM. next week? ke the following week, kenduri at Ibu's place. jemput datang!!!

boring la... *selongkar beg cari ciggies..* masa untuk berasap.

ps: cepat pulang please, aku rindu.

.Audrey Hepburn wannabe.

2011-09-01T09:02:00.000+08:00

saya rasa saya sangat super COMEL hari ini..

*feeling feeling Audrey Hepburn*

new hair!

new life? new hope?

*cross fingers*

yesterday went to saloon with my bestie ZM. nekad gila potong rambut. since I've been babbling about it last year. and yesterday, I officially engaged with my new haircut. hik.

am so excited. for the first time I'm so in love with my new hair. and ZM pun teruja sama. both of us headed to Mid Valley and together looking for a few cute hairband... wahahaha... and ZM became my image consultant that night. MMS Jane and Shasha.

Jane and my bestest cousin ever pun super excited. soalan pertama "AT sudah nampak?" oh hoo... not yet. and he don't even know that I already had my haircut. ahahahah.. mesti dia marah tu kan... argh... tak dulik. bukan botak pun.. (pepagi buta text aku kata dia mimpi aku botakkan kepala, and he really pissed off..) sabar Mr.A, saya tak botak, pendek je. hik.

then lepas office hour is over, picked ZM at Putra station, headed to The Curve.
ternampak baju yang cantik...
handbag yang menarik..
heels yang sexy...
necklace yang bling bling...
ohhh....

*check dompet*

hampa. tengah sengkek sikit. uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... kenapakah you all semua sungguh menggoda ni?
tskkk....

bak kata ZM, "kehendak atau keperluan?" kehendak je semua tu...... T_T"

feeling-feeling Audrey Hepburn dulu..............

saya super comel kan hari ni? oh.. tak comel ke? perasaan sendiri eh? BIAR LA!

first time suka gila dengan haircut ni.... oh I'm so in love with my hair. basuh pun rasa best je...

Hana oh Hana...

ini budak, tidak dinafikan sangat comel ok!

ps: lambatnya Mr.A balik. eh eh... boleh pula cakap camni kan? hik.

.dear you. yes you.

2011-09-01T02:06:00.002+08:00

I had ENOUGH !

hope you will find someone who can be with you 24/7
and who's willing to sacrifice her time just to make time for you.

who can stand with all your harsh words (if you find her, then good for you)

no. not me. I won't do that to you anymore.
because I'm DONE with you.
even I really miss you like *&^%
I will try my best to say NO to you.

anyhoo.. I love the way I am. I don't need you to fix me.

GOODBYE!

.Before and 1st day of Raya.

2011-08-31T00:03:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt...

setelah semalaman bersengkang mata, akhirnya siap juga la photo movie aku untuk Mr. A sebagai hadiah hari raya tahun ni. selain touch n go yang aku belikan. ya ya.. aku tau, bukan susah mana pun nak buat. petik jari je. tapi yang payahnya tu, aku takde software yang sepatutnya untuk aku guna dalam laptop pilihan Mr.A ni. adeih... dan dengan penuh bangangnya, aku download itu ini.. semua tak menjadik!!! sampai pergi beli software la konon-kononnya. pun hasilnya HAMPA! chat dengan Nenek, dia cakap Windows Movie Maker paling senang dalam dunia. check punya check, takde dalam program files. boleh gitu? so download lagi. sekarang sudah siap. hehehehe... senangnya dalam hati...

sehari sebelum dia balik kampung, dia mengamuk sebab aku tak dapat tolong dia angkat barang bawa masuk dalam kereta. terus cakap tanak jumpa. alih-alih tengah malam tu suh aku datang. macam biasa la, ada ayat-ayat kurang ajar dia lempar kat aku. masa tu hati panas je. rasa nak je jawab balik. tapi akal kata "sabar Alice..." sekali jumpa dia, patut la mulut macam celaka, dia angkat tv nak bawa balik kampung. atas permintaan mak dia. berat ok masa tolong angkat tu... adeih..... dari perasaan marah, tukar jadi simpati. sampai tahap dia takleh tahan stress, dia nangis. boleh? ehehhee... aku dah paham sangat peel dia ni. dulu, tak berani nak pergi pujuk. tapi semalam, tah kenapa. berani pulak kan. tapi dalam hati sempat doa juga la.. "jangan la kau mengamuk baduk oii..." fuhh... nasib baik tak. yang bestnya, terus hilang marah dia. cakap kat aku pun lemah lembut. wah wah wah.... betul la, sabar tu memang HEBAT. kau awesome la Encik Sabar. salute. lagipun, dengan orang macam ni, jangan lawan dengan cara kasar juga. (aku cakap ni khas untuk dia saja tau.... dengan orang lain, dah lama hilang sabar aku..... dengan dia ni Allah je yang tahu kenapa aku boleh sabar.. adeihhh....)

dah abis angkut barang, pergi teman dia sahur. mood bertambah baik. boleh dah gelak-gelak. heheh.. bagus! pastu singgah beli titbits dulu. "hari tu sapa habiskan chocolate you? housemate you eh? ni ada chocolate untuk you... makan puas-puas esok." ahahaha... bestkan! sebab aku cerita kat dia chocolate yang dia belikan untuk aku dah dimakan oleh Atashinchi no Danshi.. eheheh... bukan aku nak berkira, tapi kalau dia yang belikan aku cam susah sikit nak share dengan orang. kalau aku yang beli, lantak situ. korang nak makan sampai pengsan pun, takde hal punya. aku tak sempat merasa pun, aku ok. tapi kalau dia yang beli. aku cam ralat pula. ahahhahaha...

pukul 3 pagi dah gerak balik kampung. aku tunggu dia sampai rumah dia kat BP baru aku tidur. temankan dia. through sms la.

Raya 2009 dia main piano. lagu baru. Hadiah Hari Raya untuk you katanya.
Raya 2010 dia bagi gambar raya. MMS dan email.
Raya 2011 dia bagi sms minta maaf segala tutur kata dia yang kasar dan sikap yang menyakitkan hati aku.
persamaan, setiap kali lepas sembahyang raya, dia akan call tanya buat apa... ngehehehe...

aku?
Raya 2009, bagi kad raya.
Raya 2010 pun bagi kad raya, tapi lain sikit. aku bagi e-card yang aku design sendiri. dan dia suka!
Raya 2011 aku bagi touch n go (sebab dia kata nak beli tapi takde masa) dengan photo slideshow sepanjang aku keluar dengan dia since 2009 sampai la sekarang.

tahun ni raya, takde pegi mana-mana. biasa first day of raya, salam raya, makan-makan then pergi rumah sedara sebelah ibu. tapi tahun ni, makan-makan, layan tetamu dan tidur...... baju raya pun pakai tak sampai sejam. malamnya lepas tetamu balik, main bunga api dengan Cu Mok dan Hana kat laman rumah. teehehehehe....

ok la. Selamat Hari Raya semua!!! Ampun maaf dari hujung rambut sampai la ke hujung kaki, minta halal apa yang patut la eh.... \^_____^/"

.samat ari raya. :'(

2011-08-28T05:22:00.001+08:00

makin dekat nak raya, makin ligat pula lepak dengan dia. heheheh....

just back from his place. gila best tengok bola kat rumah baru dia. macam dalam cinema. miahahaha... since both of us minat team yang sama (kebetulan la pula kan...) apa lagi, bila layan tengok bola excited lebih la kan. boleh pula borak2 pasal player tu player ni...

semalam borak-borak dengan maria pasal puasa. memasing masih berpuasa. memasing berharap dapat puasa sampai la last day puasa. sekali petang semalam baca blog kau Maria. kau dah raya. 5 minit lepas tu, tengah sebok-sebok buat facial tetiba ada perasaan tak best. sekali tengok. ambik kau Alice. dah raya dulu. menjerit sekuat hati dalam bilik air. mandi siap-siap nak g sungai dengan Mr.A, turun bawah cita kat Yang.. nangis. pastu cita balik kat Ibu. nangis lagi. frust tahap asbestos la aku. siap teresak-esak ok!!!! niat tahun ni nak puasa penuh dan nak sembahyang raya. hampa. tskkk... tu la kan Maria, pasni tanak dah cakap-cakap macam apa yang kita borak malam tu. uhukkk.... cita kat Mr.A, dia senyum je. hampir terlepas cakap pasal frust tak dapat sembahyang raya. fuhh. selamat.

tu hari Mr. A kata boleh potong rambut. tapi biar stylo. siap tunjuk aku gambar lagi. "kalau you nak potong, potong rambut macam ni.. baru la ada style.." kebetulan pula itu la style idaman aku. teringin gila nak buat camtu. dapat green light, excited la aku... sekali masa tengah tunggu game start tadi, bila aku tanya boleh potong rambut ke tak, tetiba pula tak kasik. alaaaaaaaaaaaa... nak potong juga.

esok malam dia dah nak balik kampung. tapi e-card aku tak siap lagi. eh... silap silap. tahun ni berhajat bagi dia video. video tu belum siap. alaaaaa..... macam mana nak siap kalau asyik ajak jumpa ni. hurmm... kena usahakan juga ni.

candid. at his place. teh o made by Sumandak Tamparuli... hik.

ok babai, besok mau bangun awal. p airport then p jumpa Mr.A lagi. huhu~

.Final Week Before Aidil Fitri.

2011-08-23T11:00:00.000+08:00

entry aku ni panjang berjela. kalau boring, sendiri paham la kan. >___<

Sahur with ex collegemate at SS2, Murni. talked about everything!! especially our dearest lecturers..

those were the days huh?

Jalan TAR on Saturday afternoon. Ramainya manusia. Am so excited to go here just to buy baju kurung. the one that I've been looking for since 2 months ago. Best jalan sorang-sorang ni. Once in a while. the weather was so nice. tak penat, tak haus dan tak lapar. Mission Accomplished yo! hik.

on Sunday, lepak with them. Memandangkan Zack dah ajak dulu, so request from Mr.A ditolak. Ifftar at Nandos, OU.

"kecik la ayam ni.. eeee... tak puas hati la.. kecik la ayam ni..."

ahahahah... end up, semua kekenyangan tahap gaban.

malamnya... amik Aini kat rumah dia then pegi Papa Rich Section 13. Lepak minum, borak2, potong cake, makan cake and bla bla bla... Aini, suara kau kelakar weh. semua orang bantai gelak bila kau nyanyi Happy...... ahahha.. guys, thanks for your time and cake!!!!

2009 celebrate kat rumah Maria (amik date tengah-tengah antara aku ngan Gedik),

2010 aku lepak dengan Jane kat hotel. sahur dengan Mr. A kat Bestari. dan tahun ni lepak dengan dorang kat Shah Alam.

birthday u ke hari ni? u hide i dari birthday reminder u kat fb tu eh? sorry la, i memang pelupa kalau bab-bab birthday orang ni... and i said, bukan pelupa la. mr.a tak pernah tau pun. ;p

so iftar with him yesterday. dia pakai semat2 woo.. last year sahur with him. pix tade. simpan kat rumah. 2009 balik dari Melaka on the first day of puasa tu dia ajak g tengok wayang kat Curve after berbuka. So basically, every year kawan-kawan mesti ada. dan dia pun mesti ada. syok! cuma this year je baru dia tau. hehe.. then off to Courts at The Curve. beli kipas untuk studio dia. pegi pasang jap, lepak-lepak borak-borak sambil sedut asap memasing, then balik. eh.. kenapa setiap kali beli barang untuk rumah baru dia, dia mesti akan cakap "rumah kita tu.. rumah kita ni... match tak dengan sofa kita kat rumah tu.. and bla bla bla..." ok, aku terperasan dah ni.. shuh shuh.. p jauh-jauh.... Istighfar banyak2....

BYE ORANG TUA!!!

instead of saying happy birthday, he will say something like this. hehe.. dah faham sangat dah. ermm.. weekend ni dah di book oleh dia untuk tolong dia pack barang yang masih ada kat kuarters. dia kata, Isnin pagi tu dia balik, so Ahad tu la last kita lepak before puasa. you jangan sedih pula tau. I balik seminggu je. cess.. takde maknanya aku nak sedih-sedih la. dulu? ada la sket.. hik. kenapa aku banyak blog pasal dia ni eh??? bukannya aku akan kawin dengan dia pun. hah!!! tah pape aku ni.

ok la, nak siapkan e-card raya. last year dia suka gila e-card yang aku design tu. dia kata comel je. ^________^/" *senyum sukahati*

.Ramadan dan Teman.

2011-08-18T11:36:00.004+08:00

Salam Ramadan semua. cana puasa? ni dah masuk 3rd week of Ramadhan kan... cepat sungguh la.

aku? so far ok.. belum ponteng-ponteng lagi. Terawikh je belum pergi. memang haram jadah aku ni... :p

sepanjang bulan ni, takde benda-benda yang buat sakit otak. cuma stress sebab hari-hari ngantuk duk depan pc ni. pastu aircond kat office ni pula sejuk gila. aku ni kan dah la keding je. aihh.. sampai tahap aku pakai macam ala-ala Mesia ada winter gitu. dengan sweater tebalnya, socks lagi, pastu sarung pula blazer lagi, shawl merah kat kepala lagi (favorite shawl dari Mr.A). sampai bos-bos datang mai tadah tangan kat aku dan kata Yaaaaaaaaasinn... hoh!!! macam musim salji la konon-kononnya. pada hal kesejukan dek air conditioner je kot. kejung sana sini tulang aku. PM kata nak selaraskan semua pejabat kena set suhu aircond tu sampai 24 je. bila nak start ni? tak larat dah ni sejuk yang amat. kalau time hujan lagi... tanggung sendiri ler jawabnya.

proses memindah barang dari rumah Mr.A ke rumah baru (dan sedikit barang dia wasiatkan kat aku..) dia semakin berada dipenghujungnya. sekarang tinggal fridge dengan washing machine je lagi. eh jap jap. baju-baju dan astro belum lagi pula. semua tu kena settlekan hujung minggu ni katanya. aku kan pekerja tak bergaji. hohoho... hurm.. sepanjang bulan puasa ni juga, rajin dia ajak aku sahur sekali. katanya lepas raya ni, dah tak kuasa nak keluar memalam setiap malam lagi dah. aku pun tak larat juga. penat pula nak lepak tiap-tiap malam. ye la, dengan dia ni, minimum pun 3 jam kalau lepak. sampai Jane pun angkat bendera putih la. tanak lepak sekali. dia kata gila lepak sampai pagi (Sabtu Ahad).

sepanjang tu juga la aku, macam biasa la.. akan snap gambar curi dia kan.. dulu takut-takut nak snap. sekarang, sampai dia sendiri dah paham peel aku ni. keluar hengpon bukan sebab nak call/sms ke apa, tapi nak amik gambar dia. ahahaha... nasib baik la dia tak marah. sampai ada la gambar curi tu dia minta and terus upload kat fesbuk.

alahai mata... tengah menaip ni pun boleh nak terlanding. adoihh...

hah.. ni gambar close friend aka Mr. A aku.

click to see the clear view.

kalau rasa-rasa kenal ini orang, bitau la aku. dan kalau rasa-rasa nak ngorat nak berkenalan. pun bitau aku. ngeheheh.. dia nak cari bini yang old school punya orang, yang tak mental-mental, emo-emo, majuk-majuk dan yang sama waktu dengannya. oh paling penting, korang kena la jadi seorang yang penyabar tahap otromen taro.. aku cakap betul ni, kalau tak sabar.. payah woo nak handle. been there before. tapi sekarang kami kawna-kawan jak. still kena bersabar juga.. tapi bukan macam dulu la... teehehee.. lebih selesa kawan macam ni saja.

sekarang kemaruk gila dengan lagu ni... ISSA x SoulJa

nah.. aku tgh feeling2 winter... aahhahahaha...

ahh.. dah dah.. ok ok.. bos dah bagi kerja ni. babai.

ps: ZM, Gedik jum sungkai sekali. (alamak..kantoi dengan MK pasal Mr. A)

.2x5.

2011-08-08T09:48:00.001+08:00

Tugu akan tetap menjadi tugu dan piala pusingan tetap akan menjadi piala pusingan.

ok meh sini aku nak cakap. korang paham tak maksud dia ni? maksud dia ialah lebih kurang macamni la:

perempuan yang sememangnya baik tak akan keluar dengan sebarangan lelaki sana lelaki sini. dan perempuan yang macam pelacur, haram jadah, jahat tak ingat dunia ni akan keluar dengan mana-mana lelaki saja.

WHAT THE HELL !

aku, lebih ramai kawan lelaki daripada kawan perempuan. aku punya suka la nak keluar dengan mana-mana kawan lelaki aku. tak semestinya setiap kali aku keluar dengan kawan lelaki aku tu aku pegi mengangkang. sampaikan kau label kan aku ni piala pusingan.

eh HELLO!!! kalau ni zaman 50an ke 60an ke 70an ke kau nak label-label perempuan macam tu, boleh la. ni zaman apa beb kau hidup sekarang????? kau tak nampak ke perempuan yang kau kata TUGU tu, yang kau agung-agungkan sangat tu, dalam 1000 orang perempuan, satu pun belum tentu ada ok... yang muka baik, lemah lembut, pemalu dan segala haram jadah yang kau suka tu, atau lebih tepat lagi PEREMPUAN MELAYU TERAKHIR tu sebenarnya lagi macam haram jadah kau tau tak?

oh lagi satu. kau label-label macam ni, baik sangatkah kau tu? kau pun tukar-tukar partner kat katil, nak cakap aku lebih-lebih pula eh. aku pergi melepak dengan budak lelaki, kau kata aku pergi mengangkang. kau? apa kes? eh tolong sedar diri sikit eh... dalam Al-Quran pun ada cakap "Perempuan baik hanya untuk lelaki yang baik. dan Lelaki baik hanya untuk perempuan yang baik.." kau? baik ke? dan jangan nak rendah-rendahkan martabat seseorang kalau diri sendiri pun 2x5 juga. kalau nak kata kau tu baik sangat, try la sembahyang 5 waktu dulu. ini, sembahyang 5 waktu pun liat lagi nak sekolahkan aku. piiiiiiiiiiiiirahhh...

ni statement terbaru kau:

"ahahha.. ni la masa perlukan bantuan kawan-kawan untuk aku dapatkan bahan eksperimen pemprosesan anak.. :)"

psycho la kau ni. semoga Allah bukakan la pintu hati kau tu. amin.

.new life.

2011-08-05T20:31:00.002+08:00

his name is MUHAMMAD HARIS BIN MOHAMED AZRIN

\\(^_________^)"

*waiting*

.Harimau Malaya vs SingaPURA-PURA.

2011-07-29T10:03:00.000+08:00

me and Atashinci no Danshi went to Stadium Bukit Jalil.

pegi jammed ! (sempat aku snap. kelebihan naik motor)

CC Malik, Nazri and Sazali.

the supporters !

lets begin.

picture from Sadrina. go go Apek!

with my Atashinchi no Danshi and a few of my officemate.

balik pun jammed !

I'm so frustrated because we didn't won. It's ALL because of team from Singapore. gila bangsat. keeper pula sekejap sakit otak, sekejap sakit jantung.. semua jatuh sikit dah takleh bangun.. macam harem. thanks to Khairul Fahmi aka Apek, Safee Sali and Kunalan. you guys did a GOOD job last night but STILL.. kecewa. sorry la eh kalau kutuk-kutuk Singapore, tapi memang semalam player Singapore main macam bangsat!!!!

ps: esok malam Mr. Awesome ajak lepak lagi. hik. *tersengih-sengih*

.my life.

2011-07-28T08:19:00.001+08:00

your life will become more meaningful when you surrounded by all the people who will loves you no matter what. that's what makes your life AWESOME!

on Sunday.

match in the morning.

after won the battle with MIDA. straight 5 set.

congrats girls! we are the champion aren't we?

Monday night.

been going out again with Mr. Awesome. most of the time he will bring me along to buy things for his new house. like sofa, tv and the list goes on. watching movie at his new home. dinner, lunch and sometimes supper.

heart to heart with my Atashinchi no Danshi. Talked about Mr. A....

Tuesday night.

relaxing with my cuzzies..

and today..... I got free ticket. YEAY!

will be watching Malaysia vs Singapore at Stadium Bukit Jalil tonight with all my Atashinchi no Danshi.
boys, merempit kita.

she's one of my best girlfriend. Atikah Muhayaddin.
less partner in crime yo.

MY LIFE IS PRETTY AWESOME NOWDAYS!
I LOVE. ALHAMDULILLAH.

ps: ZM, MiA, Gedik... nanti aku lepak dengan korang ye. ZM, katil sampai this Sunday. wuhuu~

.all around.

2011-07-19T11:55:00.001+08:00

never thought that there's so many Liverpool's fan in Malaysia.
kagum.
go Liverpool...
well, no matter how much we love our favorite team, Liverpool or Chelsea or Arsenal or even MU, somehow when it comes to our own country, definitely we will going to support our own team. right?

during the match.. every time Liverpool score, everybody will be happy.. and if Malaysia got the score, everybody will do the same thing too...

Malaysia gol, kita horayy...
Liverpool gol, kita horayy juga....
hik.

Thursday night.

I got the ticket yo!

ps: dalam studio, take 5 dulu sebelum sambung prektis.

Friday night

Malam MITI Idol 2011, me singing with The Band.

(Gig, guitar. Gon, bass. Usop, drummer. Arizal, keyboardist and me, vocalist)

Saturday night

the match has begun...

with my Atashinchi no Danshi

Sunday afternoon

fetch Mr.A at his place, lunch then drop him at KL Sentral. he's going to Sabah for work.

Mr. A: masa I pergi mana yang you nangis eh?

Me: pergi Singapore, pastu pergi Japan..

Mr. A: bongok, tu pun nak nangis.... macam la I tak balik.

Me: itu duuuuuuuulu....

Mr. A: ermm.. ok, jaga diri baik-baik..

Me: ok, you too. daa~

Monday night

last night. our dinner at Ina's crib (ZM's tomodachi)

ok this is AWESOME!!! finally my baby has safely arrive in my hand this morning. thanks En. Zahile.. now I'm looking for their DVD Concert which will cost me around RM300-RM400..

(kalau tak dapat, Gedik... tolong ler download yer... hik.)

k babai..

.stupid is as stupid does.

2011-07-11T16:24:00.002+08:00

noted to you:

LENS AKU CALAR SIAL ! beli pakai duit BUKAN pakai bulu ok!!! walau kau kata sekali je guna, manusia macam kau yang punya lidah BERCABANG ni, ingat aku akan percaya??? you only know how to talk BULLSHIT to everyone. kesian bini kau kan.. dah tau kena tipu hidup-hidup, masih juga stick around with you. well stupid is as stupid does.. macam bangsat.

BODOH !

satu-satunya manusia yang aku paling menyesal kenal dalam dunia. titik.

why am I posting this?? no reason. just nak let it out through my blog and yes I know, she's reading my blog too.. (it's ok, saya tak halang pun awak baca. teruskan kalau nak..) and I know some people or you as well might think that I still cling to the past.

well...... please read this H.E.L.L. N.O. !!!

.with Loved one.

2011-06-27T11:56:00.004+08:00

last week minggu yang paling sibuk. terkejar-kejar aku ke sana ke mari.. turun naik floor. division aku ada 4 unit, 1 unit 2 bos dan 1 staff.. tapi nampak gayanya, 4 unit, 8 bos tapi 1 je staff.. *pengsan*

every day juga balik lambat. nasib baik Atashinchi no Danshi still hanging around kat 9th floor tu every night. so ada teman g lepak and dinner sekali. this time plus another girlfriend, Sadrina..

supposedly last Friday, aku dengan ZM g Melaka, tapi since Mia still in JB so plan cancel. end up lepak with Atashinchi no Danshi and Sadrina at Bestari Mont Kiara for supper. lepak till 12.30am.

Saturday? the whole day lepak rumah layan Hotman (Sorimachi Takashi as Furiya Enzo). interesting JDrama. tetiba around 4.30pm, AT texted me. ajak lepak. since aku kena duk rumah teman ayah, so takleh la g lepak. around 10pm tu g lepak dengan ZM, Gedik and Reza at SS15.

ok! on the way balik, kitorang nampak accident depan mata. siap kejar pemilik honda tu lagi sebab nak tengok plate number dia. then pecut lari sebab takut kena kejar. tangan aku ni siap menggigil pegang stereng tahap otromen taro punya la.. aahahha.. mana la tau kan pemilik honda tu yakuza ke. sesia je mati katak kan.... nasib baik mat motor tu hidup lagi, tapi teruk juga la keadaan dia. kalau mat rempit tengah merempit kat jalan, aku sokong juga dia kena langgar. ni, alahaiii... dia on the way nak pergi Cheras jumpa member dia je. sadis.

ok on Sunday... tengok je la gambar apa yang ada yah! anyway

Otanjoubi Omedetto Zack Chan!!!

Them

nice place.

karoks dulu...

ok outfits for today. tp mcm tak sesuai je.

ok tata~

ps: dinner with Mr.A at Jalan Ipoh. ok sorry beb, aku susah sikit nak jual mahal ngan dia ni. g tengok rumah baru dia and g makan je.... jangan marah k....

.with the boys.

2011-06-22T11:12:00.005+08:00

yo! lately been busy with work because my bos, MK will be in Japan next week.. and this week he's already in Viet Nam..

jadiknya.. double triple la paperwork kan..

last Saturday night, went to Putrajaya with the boys. I only cover for the band, not for the wedding.

Mr. A and his band plus our big bos (purple)

ps: I really like his shirt. sangat semat ok!

me and the boys. bride and groom and the boys.

the boys!

(Gig lid, Arizal pianist, Gorn bass, Sunny drummer and Ikram vocalist)

next week Transformer with colleagues and gonna clean the house before we can move in. yeay!!!

ps: Mr.A, if you need me. anytime!!!

QuranHadis

Pangkat boleh berlainan. Di sisi manusia, kita boleh kelihatan mulia. Hakikatnya tiada siapa boleh tahu betapa mulianya kita di sisi Allah.

...

2011-06-02T08:34:00.002+08:00

slot drama Kitab Cinta yang diarahkan oleh Erma Fatima mula ditayangkan secara eksklusif di tv Al-Hijrah semalam. kali ni, kenalan yang suatu masa dulu pernah menjadi teman rapat saya telah berjaya menjadikan lagu ciptaannya sebagai lagu tema untuk drama ini.

Tahniah AT!

best tak lagu ni? memandangkan dah tak rapat, tak dapat la nak minta version penyanyi ni. tapi takpe la, bersyukur dengan apa yang ada sekarang. demo pun demo la kan. suara dia sendiri juga. hik.

terkejut juga bila dapat sms dari dia semalam. walaupun sms tu dihantar kepada semua orang, tapi tak sangka pula nombor saya termasuk sekali. hehe.

timaseh Mr.A !!!!

ermm.. semalam Ibu dengan Mummy Hana borak-borak pasal Yasser (anak angkat Ibu) yang duk kat Saudi tu. He's getting married and all of them nak pegi attend wedding dia this coming September. Ibu kata jom pegi.. boleh buat Umrah sekali...

tapi tapi tapi...................................

duit tak cukup lagi...

tapi tapi tapi..................................

nak ikut juga................................................ macam mana ni???

ada sesiapa yang boleh bagi saya kerja? saya sanggup buat apa saja kerja, janji dapat duit dan HALAL! anyone??????

ps: when you lie, you can't tell the truth anymore.

.Awesome Week.

2011-05-30T16:03:00.011+08:00

went to Enhancing Positive Team Culture Course for 3 Days 2 Nights at El Azzhar Camp, Banting, Selangor. Most of my boys were there too.. Sugoi !!!! Do enjoy the slide yo!

the closest boyfriends. Gedik, kau still number 1 la. ahahaha.. opss.. sorry, I have lotsa boyfriendS than girlfriendS. hik.

and then... this.

yellow shirt for Extreme Challenge..

blue shirt for Big Thrill Challenge..

sugoi da ne... ikio minna!

.a date to remember. zettai yo!

2011-05-21T18:15:00.001+08:00

Today. 21 May 2011.

2 years ago, I dated with someone that I really like.. heh.

hehe...

Oh and today also....

1st time. so excited. up till now, I'm still excited wearing this telekung.

dah setahun.. I purposely choose this date because it will remind me of you. lotsa things happened since that day, there's a good and bad things.. I learnt a lot. but I still have no guts to tell my family about this. pftt...

ahhh... whatever it is, I feel so blessed. Alhamdulillah.

ps: nak sambung layan drama Tomohisa. Ja ne.

.AZ.

2011-05-21T01:13:00.000+08:00

Anuar Zain............................. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...... lalu sebelah kitorang je tadi. tapi......... sayangnya tak dapat amik pix together. well...... hot singer in Malaysia kot.. confirm la ramai serbu. tskk.. frust!

enjoy!

click for enlarge yo!

Sedetik Lebih tetap menjadi pilihan. oh aku pernah bagi kat seseorang lagu ni. dulu la. sekarang, boleh jalan daaa~ apa apa pun, lagu ni tetap aku suka!!! dah takde kaitan dengan siapa siapa. titik.

Perpisahan.. best juga lagu ni.

thanks ZM.. ngeee~

.Oguri kun, Cream Puff and Naoki's.

2011-05-19T00:22:00.001+08:00

Just a short update. because I've been busy with work, sports and new place.

last Friday night, spending the whole night with Sadrina at Ika's crib watching Maharaja Lawak, gossiping and then me myself layan Japanese Drama alone while the rest was sleeping. no pictures. tskk..

volleyball on Sunday morning. pictures from Sadrina (the yellow one)

ok, kemaruk with this actor Oguri Shun... gomenasai Hiro kun, didn't mean to 'menduakan' u, but he got a bad boy look la.. *melting melting* but no worries, you're still kawaii. cuma u dah jatuh nombor dua. hik. gomenasai yo!!!!

On Wesak Day, went to BB, Sg.Wang and Times Square with ZM. we're looking for something similar like Naoki aka Tomohisa Yamashita's err... apa nama dia yang gantung gantung kat fone tu? found it ! but not exactly like Tomohis's la... we're looking for this:

kawaii kan....

tapi dapat camni je.. ZM bought the green color and mine, purple. ngehehe... takpe ZM nanti kita hunting lagi yah! wahaha...

the other day, after I watched Zettai Karashi, while I was lepak-lepak at abang zul's pantry, I saw these....

OH MY GOD!!! sangat sedap ok.... cream puff... wohoo~

eh eh, ni bukan short update. ni terlebih sudah.

kthxbai.

.Sayonara and Hello.

2011-05-12T18:31:00.000+08:00

Hot Air Ballon, Putrajaya. 2009

we met,

we talked,

we liked,

we called,

we texted,

we dated,

we committed,

I loved.

then............

you cheated,

we're done.

Oh I’m sorry, I forgot,

I’m only your friend when you have no one else.

it's ok, I'm happy. because I'm living my life to the FULLEST. zutto! and because God has a special plan for me. Zettai yo nee...

Ja, sayonara バルーン(balloon), mou anata to wa awanai..

Oh hello... Aisuru sekai, watashi no namae wa Yuki desu.. Hajimemashte!

by Wan-Himself 2007

trip with friends, 2009

2011-05-10T17:38:00.001+08:00

Mummy was admitted to the SMC and has had her corneal surgery. Last Sunday operate sebalah mata ja and today, her another eye. Poor Mummy. I will always pray for your health and happiness Mummy. and of course for Daddy too. and for everyone I love. Family, Friends.... ngee~

This taken by my brother last Sunday, they're celebrating Mother's Day cum Mummy's birthday (she turn 61 years old yesterday) HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!

Dinner bersama teman lama. Ana Banana and her new born baby boy!!! Syed Qayyum aka Q... hehe. sepet gila kan mata dia.

Look at Sarah. ahahhahaha.... she's funny. eh Mia, what is she trying to do eh masa ni? aku lupa.

Commercial Break people!!!! Hiro Mizushima in da house yo!!! ahahah...

k tata~

.Kawaii Ne?.

2011-05-08T21:20:00.001+08:00

Hiro Mizushima
Tomohisa Yamashita
Takyu Kimura

can I have all of them to be my BOYFRIEND????? wahahahah.... I'm addicted AGAIN with Japanese movie, drama and anime as well now.

Gedik, sila download banyak banyak dan banyak lagi tau...

Hiro Mizushima. look at his body.... perghh...

Hiro Mizushima again.

kore wa Takuya Kimura desu.

Tomohisa Yamashita

kawaii desu ne......................... huh?? nani nani????

kawaii kawaii kawaii neeee.............

dengan tak mandi, basuh muka, berus gigi segala, bangun bangun je terus on laptop. layan drama. ouhh... pengsan bila tengok dorang ni. nak boyfriend macam tu juga la... miahahahah...

2011-05-07T20:26:00.001+08:00

freakin bloody HOT!

kau la ni aceem.. kalau kau call 019 aku, for sure sekarang ni kita sedang menikmati kesejukan malam di tepi tasik sambil mancing ikan.. eeeeeeeee... stress aku. tskk....

aku ke rompin dengan my boys.. ketam fresh dari laut. terbaik!

dapat ikan woo malam last tu... hah ni masa aku stress gila pasal...... ada la........

aceem aceem.... kau ni.............

main netball, tp ada 6 orang je. kesian gila team aku. dah sah2 la kalah kan.. nasib baik je tak kalah teruk gila. masih mampu seri dengan team rumah merah. kalah 1 mata dengan rumah kuning. rumah hijau... aku lupa nak check pla tadi. tapi apa apa pun, congrats girls! next week kita pulun volleyball la yah. caiyok......

ps: it's been... err... 6 weeks? hurm..

k bye!

.weekend + public hols + ponteng kerja = Melaka.

2011-05-04T12:59:00.003+08:00

best friends know how crazy you are but they still choose to be around you in public.

I love them!!!

Day 1: bateri kong. nasib ada hubby MiA. thanks!

Day 2: tempat lepak kitorang yang baru. kita-kita je kan.. kan.. kan.. ini adalah favorite place aku yang baru. please jangan rosakkan. selfish? mesti, buat masa sekarang je dulu. harap memahami.

Day 3: main layang-layang kat Pantai Klebang. ahahah... kelaka la Sarah.

bijak sungguh kita lepas main layang-layang terus balik rumah. orang lain stuck kat road berjam-jam lamanya.

malamnya main twister pula. fun!

Day 4: main archery, karaoke dulu...

pastu petang sket g main layang-layang lagi kat...... tempat aku boleh lupa segala-galanya.. please jangan rosakkan juga yah.

hot mama wannabe.. ahahah... malam tu gossip sakan dan sesi soal jawab bersama Zakiah Musa pasal hal-hal wasiat etc.

Day 5: aha.. akhirnya dapat juga makan kat sini... timaseh semua...

sedapkan..... makan tak ingat dunia.

lepas makan, konon nak pegi naik paddle boat. tapi tak jadi, lepak-lepak jap pastu nak pegi naik buggy. tutup pula. "harap maaf, kaunter tutup kerana hari nak hujan!!!" ceaaaa....

so balik rumah jap then pegi tempat yang sama main layang-layang lagi... heee~

pas main layang-layang, pegi shop lepak-lepak tunggu sampai kedai tutup. makan kat Crystal Bay. balik rumah MiA + Zack buat bread puding. aku? iron baju keja kitorang untuk esok pagi.

senang cerita la kan... saya HAPPY tahap otroman taro. ouh Idris, kau tak habis-habis nak ngusik aku sejak kau dah tau cerita tu kan... apa saja yang kau baca kat info astro tu, mesti ada kaitan dengan aku kan... ahahaha... nasib bini kau dah warning aku awal-awal... tapi takpe, aku tak marah atau terasa atau apa-apa la.. cuma aku teringat-ingat je lagi kat dia.. dan masih teringat-ingat. bongok kan.. pftt... cepat la masa berlalu... cepat la masa berlalu... cepat la masa berlaluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu....

oh oh... kalau hat merah yang aku nak tu ada, call aku ASAP. aku nak. cincin dah beli. nasib aku dah beli dulu... miahahahah.... kim salam kat pak arab celup tu.. hot juga aku ni kan... hahahaha... bak kata Zack, pakai hijab ke tak pakai hijab ke, aku memang HOT... *gelak guling-guling* ok Alice, jangan perasan sangat ok... sila cermin diri. tu semua hanya sementara dan pinjaman semata-mata....

ps: nanti nak lepak Melaka lagi. yeayy!!! ouh GEDIK, kau patut ada juga tau.. kau ni busy sangat la pula.. kepada seseorang, terima kasih kerana menjadikan saya sumber inspirasi anda. saya kuat kerana adanya sahabat-sahabat di sisi saya yang sentiasa setia memberikan kata-kata semangat untuk saya bangun semula. kamu juga boleh.

k tata~

.RM RM.

2011-04-29T16:22:00.002+08:00

kopak den camni... KOPAK !

service keta bla bla bla dah dekat 3 rat... tayar? pergihh.. dekat 2 rat.. *pengsan*

aku tukar g nitrogen 20 HENGGET je tau kat Wangsa Maju.. bapak mahal masa buat kat Kepong. rugi 40 hengget mu tau dok???

ni masa ganti absober..

sengal aku kejap... orang tayar tu advice aku ganti rim sebab apa tah dia cakap tadi.. tapi yang pastinya MEMANG kena ganti dowhhhhh... *pengsan kali kedua*

kat kedai tayar pla.. sian Mr. KK saya... T_T"

hajat nak tambah koleksi baju kerja tak dapat ditunaikan.. ok sekarang nangis la... tskk.... sadissss...

bateri jam kesayangan hamba tak tukar tukar lagi.. duit juga kan? dah sebulan ni... (ok ok.. sploh hengget je tak yah nak kecoh la minah...)

petang ni g Melaka.. tak sabar!!! duit juga kan?? bior ler.. aku nak pegi jauh jauhhhhhhhhhhhhh... tak dapat g MILAN, g MILANKA (Milan + Melaka) pun jadik la......

kalau la aku ni orang-orang yang beriman.. kan syok... baca ni..

Orang yang beriman itu ketika duka dia gembira, ketika tersilap dia beristighfar, ketika kekurangan dia bersyukur dan ketika sedih dia tersenyum sabar.

Quran Hadis

seperti biasa, sumber diperolehi daripada twitter. tempat aku selalu meroyan la, meluah perasaan la dan kutip kata-kata pujangga dari sesiapa saja. feveret aku Quran Hadis la kan... nasib baik juga ada twitter ni, kalau tidak, dah runtuh gila iman aku kot.. mesti tah apa apa yang aku akan buat... macam zaman dulu dulu... rokok, arak, makanan haram.. semua sumbat. clubbing toksah cerita la kan.. tempat terbaik. dulu la.. sekarang mana boleh dol..

takde la nak kata aku ni nak jadik ustajah pula.. yang sedang-sedang saja... al maklum la, ilmu sekadar sebesar microbes tu.. tu pun tak sedar diri lagi nak pegi penuhkan di dada.. asyik nak meroyan.. gila!!!

ok dah dah... ni pun dah kira meroyan juga.

owh hari tu aku pegi jog lagi kat Taman Metropolitan Kepong. selamba je jog dalam hujan. sorang.

hujan dah benti. pasni nak jogs lagi la...

kthxbai.

.somewhere.

2011-04-29T11:17:00.001+08:00

nak pergi jauh-jauh la... jauhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yang amat sangat sangat sangat.... boleh? tapi.............
sen aku tak cukup lagi.....

2011-04-27T11:30:00.000+08:00

do not look down on others. perhaps Allah will forgive their ignorance & not your arrogance.

QuranHadis

I'm sorry everyone!

:)

2011-04-26T07:46:00.000+08:00

I'm in a good mood. I don't know why. I hope it will stay. at least till the end of the day. today.

have a great day peeps!

.MONEY.

2011-04-25T14:28:00.000+08:00

DESPERATELY NEED RM10K !

2011-04-24T21:35:00.003+08:00

baru balik dari jogging kat tempat orang main layang-layang tu.... ok takde niat dah nak body cantik ke apa ke.. nak sehat walafiat je.. rokok? kebaikan aku duduk rumah ialah aku malas nak merokok. so weekend ni aku duk rumah je.. tak ke mana-mana pun. its a good thing aite? dah lama tak lepak rumah. berminggu-minggu aku asyik ke sana dan ke sini.. membuang duit, memenatkan badan, cuba untuk melupakan semuanya.. so minggu ni aku lepak rumah. cuci baju. kemas bilik. susun atur balik barang-barang dalam bilik. memalaskan diri dengan menonton drama yang baru aku copy dari Gedik Jumaat malam lepas sambil baring-baring kat couch potato tu sampai la tertidur. hoho... tapi hari ni aku membuta tak ingat dunia. bangun pukul 11 pagi.. online.. makan... sambung tidur balik pukul 3 petang sampai la 4.30 petang... golek-golek jap pastu tidur lagi.. hujan lebat.. syok la kalau nak membuta.. kan. ahh.. dah 5.30 petang. hujan pun dah berhenti. ok tetiba semangat nak berjogging.

hurmmm... dalam kepala asyik teringatkan seseorang. tah kenapa tah... pada hal ikutkan hati, nak je benci dia sebab few days lepas dia bagi message baikkkkkkkkkkk punya. aku tatau la kenapa Allah tu bagi aku kesabaran yang cukup cukup tinggi bila aku dengan dia... marah la macamana sekali pun, air juga yang aku simbah kat dia... kalau orang lain, dah sah sah aku simbah balik dengan api. apahal nak marah marah aku dan maki maki aku kan.. kau siapa.. tapi dengan dia ni.. perghhh... aku boleh respek kat diri sendiri... ahahha.. tapi, kalau nak dijadikan teman hidup. tak boleh wehh... mampus aku menahan hati memanjang. hek.

Mr. A,

I miss how you never gave a shit but always seemed to care. I miss the way how you can be such a jerk, but somehow were always there.

sebab tu la saya tak dapat nak benci kamu la Mr. A....

ni gambar pertama saya dengan Mr. A.. segan nak ambil gambar berdua dengan dia. saya tak tahu kenapa. tapi trip kali ni saya bernasib baik. itupun nasib baik saja Jane ada sekali. kekekek... Penang 2009.

eh eh.. tetiba pula buka cerita pasal mamat tu... hoho... those were the days. hik.

oh oh.. untuk HZ, saya dah maafkan kamu. saya dah unblocked balik semuanya. dah blocked saya kan? saya tak kisah. saya tetap gembira. tak guna saya dendam atau benci dengan kamu. itu semua sudah ketentuan dariNya. saya terima. dan saya tahu, kamu hanya dipinjamkan kepada saya untuk sementara waktu saja. untuk saya lebih tahu menilai akan erti cinta. sesungguhnya cinta pada yang Esa itu lebih bererti, lebih tulus. Sebab walau macamana saya tinggalkan Dia, Dia tak pernah sekali pun meninggalkan saya. seharusnya la saya lebihkan Dia dalam semua hal. dan sekarang, saya sudah pulih hampir 90%. cepatkan??? saya pun terkejut. saya ingatkan akan mengambil masa yang panjang untuk bangun. sebab tamparan yang saya terima ni jauh lebih dahsyat daripada apa yang saya terima daripada Mr. A... tapi sebab adanya Dia dan teman-teman baik disisi (Z, Mia, Ika, Jane, Gedik, my boys), saya dapat bangun dengan cepat dan sekarang boleh berlari selaju yang saya mahu... terima kasih.

.beringat-ingat la.

2011-04-23T17:17:00.000+08:00

QuranHadis

A good looking woman works out to keep her body in shape. But a pretty woman kneels down in prayer to keep her heart in shape.

amik kau Alice... terkena batang hidung sendiri... asyik fikir nak naikkan bontot la, nak kulit mulus la, nak kurus la, nak mantapkan tetek la... pastu histeria bila orang kata kulit muka dah berkedut... ceh.. SOLAT kau dah sempurna ke? dah tau baca tahiyat awal tahiyat akhir? dah tau alif ba ta? kursus pun tak pegi-pegi lagi.. bulan depan dah setahun, apa yang kau belajar? sengal kau ni.

parah dah kau ni Alice....

.Jika.

2011-04-21T15:51:00.005+08:00

after a long, nice and warm conversation with my ex-boss (Encik Rahman Ali), I found these on twitter.

Quran Hadis:
Jika mereka sibuk mencari cinta, biarlah kita sibuk mencari iman.
Jika mereka dambakan duniawi, biarlah kita rindukan ukhrawi.
Jika mereka cintakan manusia, biarlah kita cintakan Allah S.W.T.
Jika mereka menangis kerana kecewa bercinta, biarlah kita menangis mengenang dosa-dosa semalam.
Jika mereka sibuk mencari pasangan, biarlah kita sibuk mencari keredhaan.

En. Rahman, on the spot Allah tunjuk, kan....

menusuk kalbu la bos.. insaf terus... dan terasa damai je...

Alhamdulillah...

bukan la nak show off atau tunjuk baik ke atau apa-apa la.. saja nak share. untuk peringatan diri sendiri juga... kan. sebab saya pun dah tersasar jauh ni...

.tight.

2011-04-18T12:10:00.004+08:00

Dear Maria,

I keep reading your blog over and over again. It takes me a few hours to blog this. Because after I read it, I broke down and cry. Especially when you said "Her friends is all she got. You should know better not to do this to her. Dia kan saudara baru, jangan sakiti dia begini. We should guide her properly". Menitik air mata aku baca. Up till now, I still can't hold my tears from falling. I don't know where to start. How can I thank you for all the things that you had done for me. You help me to go through all these phase without judging me. You, a friend that I will keep till my last breath. Thank you for being natural. As you can see, I don't want to ruin your friendship with him and the other person. Because I don't have rights to do so. But, you're still there for me. Support me with all you have. Till I can get up and walk again.

When I read your blog. I feel so blessed that I have you by my side. I still have ZM, JJ, WG and IB also by my side. I never ask them to hate him. But because they know what I have been through, made them acted like that. I hope, it will end soon. As soon as my heart heal. I don't want to hate anybody. Because friends are the best thing I ever have. I will do anything for them, for you. This might sounds crazy, but I treasure my friends more than I treasure my own family. Why? Don't ask me why. I still don't know.

But Maria, "I had no one to turn to except myself" is a BIG no to me. You still have your family, ZM and me as well.. I will walk with you and go through all your hard time together. That's a promise. But if I can't, Allah will always be there for you. I will pray for you. Because why, like I said before, YOU, a friend that I will keep till the end. I will stick with you through thick and thin.

Sebab aku tahu, masih ada yang sayang. I should be grateful for what I have. I still have friends surround me. Even I don't have anyone that I can called my own, it's ok. I still have you guys. and YES, Allah is always there for me. you told me once that "walaupun kita curang, kita abaikan Allah. tapi Allah sentiasa ada dengan kita.. Allah tak pernah curang dengan kita..." aku pegang kata-kata hikmat kau tu. and for some reason, I feel better. I feel stronger. I feel calm. Lebih-lebih lagi setiap kali aku pergi mengadap Dia. The feelings that I never felt before.

Dear Chico,

"semalam kau bisikkan... semua untuk diriku.. kau pun pernah berjanji.. hidupmu untuk hidup ku"

I just want you to be true to me. I can't afford to hear any lies anymore. I know I have to let you go because no matter what, you will choose her. I can understand that. It just I really don't understand why you have to do all these to me. You promised me everything. I mean EVERYTHING. you promised me that you will stick with me through thick and thin.. You promised you will be there for me when my families will turn me around. You even asked me to promise you that I will stick with you even my families will try to separate us. and I PROMISED. But I guess all the promises are gone now. I don't want to hate you. In fact the more I try to hate you, the more I can't let you go. So, yes. I love you. Still. Kata-kata pujangga ada mengatakan.. "cinta tidak semestinya bersatu" I get that. So I'll let you go. Seikhlas-ikhlasnya. We meant to fall in love with each other ... but not meant to be together.. Whatever it is, I am sorry for all the things that I had done to you from the day that I met you till the last day I met you. I wish you all the best. I will pray for your happiness. All I'm asking now is don't make promises you can't keep and don't say things you don't mean cause in the end, those things mean everything.

And I'm sorry if I offended you with all those words. I know I don't have any rights to stop you from seeing my close friends, which is they are your friends too. Like Maria said "I DON'T AGREE if you think its okay to push the other person in the picture now"... I totally agree with her. Because you know why? Because what have you done was totally hurt my feelings. I'm the one who need them the most. After you pushed me into this big and deep hole, the only person who can save me from it and help me to get up and walk again are my friends.. You have her.. Please don't take them away from me.. They're all I've got now. The other person don't need them. Because the other person's already have you by her side. Not for now my dear. That's all I'm asking for. Tidak banyak. Once I back on track, definitely not a big deal for me. I'm asking just for a month and two. Hope you'll understand.

Dear ZM,

You. The one that always be there for me no matter what reason is. Banyak masa, tenaga, wang ringgit kau dah korbankan demi aku. How can I pay all the things that you've done for me? Hanya Allah saja yang mampu balas semuanya. But the least I can do is, I will be there for you no matter what. If I can't, Allah will. I promise you I will. Remember the song from Bruno Mars. YES babe, you can always count on me. Thank you so much. I don't know what to say about you anymore, because I really don't know. Not because I don't know you. We've been friends for such a long time. 10 years. 10 years and you never leave me behind. And because of you, I get a chances to know Maria more. Be a part of her life. As much as I want to keep you till the end, I will keep her too.

Dear IB and JJ,

I know how much both of you hate him. But, all I'm asking from you two is, please forgive him. Let us set our heart free from hatred. Let Allah decide what's best for him. and for us too. I still love both of you. I do. Thank you for staying with me and listening to all my stories. Everything!!!~

Dear WG,

aku tau kau tak tau apa-apa... tapi aku tau kau tau sesuatu. dan aku tau, lelaki ni jenis yang tak akan interfere personal life kawan-kawan. kan? but still I want to say thank you so much for being there. sayang kau Gedik!

To the other person,

I don't blame you. Really. It's not your fault. Nice to know you. Thank you. We can still be friend though.

Finally, to all my friends. all of you always have me around. because FRIEND is someone who helps me up when I'm down, and if they can't, they lay down beside me and listen. I will keep you guys till my last breath. 10 tahun. bukan la suatu jangka masa yang singkat. terlalu lama. kan? sayang korang.

.feelings.

2011-04-15T17:14:00.005+08:00

Dear Maria, thank you so much for the poem. The feelings inside me which me myself can't describe it into words. and you did. Don't know how to show it to you how much I appreciated it. THANKS friend. It's Lovely.

(click to enlarge) picture by Sofea.

... I don't know what I feel for you, I don't know where I stand,

Don't know if this all makes sense,

I don't know if I remember how you use to be,

I don't know if you still know how you use to love and treat me,

Don't know if I can trust you, don't know if I still do,

Don't know if I can hold on to this any more,

Don't know if I am still yours,

Don't know if I want to be belonging to you....

...I don't know what to do...

"My Heart is empty I can hear my tears fall.
It's so loud it hurts!

I have light all around me but I am blinded.

When I see you it's like hitting a lamp post.

It's there, I hit it, it hurts and I hate it.

by MiA

still there and it hurts.

.my restless weekend.

2011-04-11T13:12:00.001+08:00

click to enlarge. :)

Last Saturday

Last Sunday. kamiorang.

cars that I managed to shot. Laju gila..

tak dapat Grand Stand, kat sini pun jadik la.. takpe guys, next year yah.

tu dia.....

hehe

;)

hujung minggu saya.
ok sekian.

.weekend with....

2011-04-10T01:45:00.004+08:00

just get back from Subang with the girls. Gedik, kau patut ada sekali ok!

pictures with Mr. Hafiz, will upload it later.

tomorrow? where to?

Sepang.... F1. wuhuuuu~ thanks for the tix dude!

hurmm... ok Mr. Pumpkin, I promise next week kita g makan ikan bakar yah. tapi lagu jangan lupa!

ps: to you. tak yah nak jeles-jeles sebab saya bukan siapa-siapa pun untuk orang ambil peduli. kamu boleh, kenapa saya tidak? bukan kamu ingat kat saya pun. kan? :)

.ini la dia.

2011-04-07T15:04:00.000+08:00

kawan saya paling GEDIK !!!!

nama dia Wan Azizul aka Gedik.. ahahahahah.....

Allah bagi cukup 24 jam sehari. lepak sejam dua pun takleh ke???

ngade!

aku ngn jakiah rindu kat kau neh...

.Hello.

2011-04-06T17:14:00.001+08:00

tutup buku lama, mari buka buku baru. yosh !

ps: previous entries dah masuk dalam draft. ;)